im losing all the attention im getting from you.
and it hurts me so..
im losing all hope.
everything you've done makes me
believe more of what i thought you were.
and im right. all along.
i was naive to actually believe
you cant resist temptations.
you're not up to the game.
you lost the bet.
three months... BULLSHIT
another lesson learnt.
make me believe in you.
i dont understand you at all.

i might be thinking too much.
maybe becos its the things you do
that makes me feel this way.

I HATE YOU. FUCK OFF.

MOOD : FUCKED UP.

and so, and after another..
never fails to bring me down..
troubles after troubles, obstacles over obstacles

im failed every subject for my CA
i didnt get to play for the team
and it made me fucking cried.
mother fucking shit.
people are starting to get
on my nerves.....
have alot to blog about.
but i dont have anything/anyone to motivate me.
im sick of expecting, im sick of just sitting
and wait.

FUCK YOU
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
YOU FUCKING SHIT
new blog skin (:
damn tired already. oh my god.
chatting with boy, on line
sleeping now (: nights~
seriously fucked up !
what kinnda mind sets are they having !
braces is a waste of money ???
she fucking forbide me to have braces !
until when i start work ?? WTF IS THAT !
and i fucking cant save my won money
to pay for my own braces fees ?

FUCK YOU LA. CB
4 years plus and still counting....
everything's changed, everything's not the same.

It took me a long time to realise that the person I fell in love with doesn't exist anymore.

cold weather.... lalalas ~
skipped chinese remedial today =X
lulu and imjon kor came to pick me up in a cab,
cabbed down to our friend's father's wake.
stayed there for a lil while, then cabbed down to
art friend. at BRAS BASAR. (lulu and kor couldnt pronouce it)
bused home after that, slept for a while, cs-ed
and now. its study time.
FUCK IT MAN SERIOUSLY.
chem bio and lit all in one day. cukoo teacher. YUCKS !
i injured my leg agn -.=
super ouch.....

bio,chem and lit CA on wedbesday,
oh gosh. fucked up teacher. ROAR

got back my beloved phone (:
am usingboth phones now.
so yupp. can contact me through any
of the two numbers (:

goot my N cert today.
wahahhas. i LOVE that feeling. heh heh
i pray pray pray so super hard that
my o's will be like my N's (:
they told me, "you're grandma is very sick"
and im like yea. i know she' sick. understood.
but i didnt know how sick she was till i saw
what she had to consume everyday.

two in the afternoon

her one month amount of medication

big big packet ones

fuck saturdays.

went networms to meet xqR-ians (:
i was late meeting boy !!
omg im sorry boy. make you and ur mates wait so long =p
thanks for the V'day present (: love it lots ~

bugis shopping with sheepy and nikkie.
long john silver for lunch (:
all time favourite. heh heh
next was pool at Parklane.
totally pwned the two guys !! hahas !!!
almost lost the second round to sheepy
but lady luck is on my side. wahahahs.
better try next time sheepy !! LOL

accompanied xqR-ians to brunch.
all ate wanton noodles.
and yea. mtx papa had fun making fun of
me and boy. so embarrasing !!
walked to dhoby. slacked for a awhile.
cabbed to parkway with boy and nikkie
shopping at borders is loved !! :D

home sweet home ~
and dead tired and im hungry.
ya la ya la. people now ask me to blog.
ALTHOUGH he jolly well knows that there
nth to blog about today. so evil right !!!

two days mc. nothing to do. sighhh
pub and matched the whole afternoon.
the lonely nights make me emooo...


letters are loved (:
pictures up !! (:
as usual the photos are not in order.
so bare with it.
pictures of CHIJ katong convent soccer team (:






went to the doctors with dad today.
was given a two days MC.
and am being excused from P.E for two weeks.
which im very worried.
BECOS... THE NEXT SOCCER MATCH IS 2 WEEKS AWAY !
im still damn lazy to upload pictures. so yar
to all my readers. pls be more patient with me.. >.<
okay, soccer match sucked. BIG TIME
zheng hua-ian played like some
fucking babarian elephants. like fucking rough luh !
elbow, punch, kick and stuff.

THEN THE REFREE ALSO ANOTHER ONE. CB
knn. keep foul us. then ZH foul he act like nvr see
EH FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND ? SUCK UR OWN KORLEONG LA.

i fucking got kicked by that fucking bitch capt till
my knees are swollen. damn it -.=
17 out of 20 were injured. COOL RIGHT ??

as in damn tired today. pictures will be uploaded tml.
i fucking got my hand scalded today. damn it
damn fucking pain la. its BURNING hot...
soccer trng was super slack. but who cares
compy on wednesday. oh my gosh. wish me luck ~
collectting jerseys tml !! YAYNESS ~

im so super tired.... gonna sleep soon. yawns
ALL PICTURES UP !! :D
sorry the pictures are not in order.
im so super lazy to arrange them.
to my dearest cousins....
hurry steal the pictures! if you cant mange steal
them ask me send u on msn bah (: