i was just saying that i havent been posting long posts.
today's post will be a super long one.
i just need to pour everything out....


fucking sad day today.
totally bought tears to my eyes.
it's happening again.
BITCHING & BACKSTABBING
i mean i dont give a shit bout what those random people said bout me.
but if it's a friend u talk to everyday, u spend time with everyday
and its especially hurting when u take her as a good friend thinking that she take u as one too.
it just wont come across to ur mind that one day,
she will stab u in the back. REAL HARD.
its not the first time she did that. like zillion times already
i've been hearing so so much.
i kept everything inside, i held back my tears for so long.
i just cannot stand it anymore.
i didnt just get ONE stab. i got like 3 stabs ?
this is so ridiculous. if u dont like me.
TELL IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE LUH.
WHATS WITH THE STABBINGS AND ALL ?

call me an irritant to myFACE.
tell me u dont wanna sit with me in my FACE
and seriously, if u dare to badmouth about me
be prepared that i'll find out REAL SOON.
you guys are so FAKE. seriously made of PLASTIC
out of the blue somebody comes to me and say :

"i think u should stay away from ...... cos they .... "
"angel, i need to tell u smth. u know ...... "
" why u talking to them ? dont u know what they're saying/doing behind ur back ?"
"they said ...... bout u yst to me... "

my experience tells me that UR "TRUE" FRIENDS MIGHT NOT BE SO "TRUE" AFTER ALL.

enough with all these friends shit.
soccer trng today.
damn i have sun burns. heading makes me have headaches. -.=
Mrs Sim sign us up on the Inter-School girls soccer compy.
and we're the only girls sch among the 12 sch who participated
Mrs Sim says there might be press !!! ahahhahas. during our trng
and we get interviewed. lmao
first match will be on 13th feb 3.30-4.50 against Zheng hua sec
match will be held at Queensway sec.
20 girls will be selected, jerseys, shin guards will be sponcored !
yayness ~ (:
took pictures today. will update on sunday must prolly.
leaving m'sia in bout 10 hrs time. bye bye s'pore (:

i need my mowers now ): badly....