i think there will the 3 posts today =p

i totally forgot to blog bout BENNY the ben ben
due to my busy shecdule. sry! =p

alright, he edited my picture while talking to
me on the phone, was on the way back home
from bugis. met kayaii for lunch at BILLY BOMBERS ! (:
and he bought me a bag. ahhahs. thanksssssss !
anyways, ben ben was telling me how wonderful his drawing was
and that he's the best artist ever. so i was like "yar ok.."
ahhahas. see the picute ?? COMMENT ON IT. FEEL FREE TO.
AHHAS. COMMENT ON HIS "WONDERFUL" ART PIECE (:



AHAHHAHAHS !

ben ben has a new dog !! OMG !! super adorable la !!!!!!
but too bad. its kept at his mama's (god ma) place.
cheer up la. at least u can get to see it thrice a week !
oh ! im gonna edit ben ben's pic REALLLL SOON. lol
bye bye :D
ITS COMING ~~~ !!!!
4 MORE HUORS !!! YAYNESS TO 17 !! WEEEEEE ~

MoWers day out at sentosa (:

benben : drinks (coke&green tea)
silvy : chips
cardiiiiiiii :
lxl :
lulu : sanadwhich
adrian :
me ! : jelly (handmade. heh heh)

er. the rest. baobei say go habourfront buy (:
heh heh. SETTLED !! =D
photos up ~~ ( :
trust me, i had a super hard time
uploading it to my comp -.=
only uplaoded a few. many more not uplaoded yet )"
oh welll ~ ~


i spoke the words out...
as i take the risk of losing my best friend..
i will do myself right. i will do myself proud
for im my own justice, im my own friend.
their mouths just wont stop...
blah blah blah..

best friend aishah says : "she looks like she's gonna eat u up.."
ROFL

im touched (:
someone told me "i think in the class, you're my only true friend."
how sweet is that. awwwwwwww. i love ya (:
AHAHHAHAS. oh my oh my.
i didnt expect people around me to get SOOO fake. LOL
like i told amrita,
" its like stealing ur stuffs and tell u, omg amrita u lost ur stuffs ?"

haiyah. i also dont care anyways.
O's are like much more importatnt ?
so i dont really give a damn bout the conflicts and stuffs.
TO HELL WITH IT !
people are too childish to think for themselves.
its time to grow up girl ~

lalallalals ~ sch is boring.
i cant wait for O's to come !! =D

babes and hunks invited (not changing anymore) :

babes :

amrita

chitra
clarissa
jean
joelle
eleana

sheryll
evelyn daddy
pork chop
heather ong
cecilia
shimin
kaven tan
tasneem
tina
luyie

hunks :

xianglong
cardi
adrian
silvy
benny
xqRken
mtx
doink doink
jer
donald duck
bing kuai bear bear
evil
ter
tandede
momo

argh.. sunday already. sooo fast.
school tml. sighhhh. just finished packing
my clothes cos its SUPER messy and
im done with my homework !! ahhahas.
im stillt hinking of my birthday think.
it seriously sucks to have my father as my father -.=
have to like crack my brains to think of
a place where i can fit alot of people.
if only his brains can be like my mom's
i'll open a damn chalet -.=
im so sleepy now =.=
will be updating my birthday thingy by tonight
by hook or by crook. dont wanna waste any more time
thinking bout it already. till then guys. tatas ~

PS: i cant wait to upload pictures ! damn my comp
im back ~! ! ! ! ! (:
im damn sick. OMG.
my nose had been driping non stop today.
and i kept on sneezing. wth la !
to add on. my stupid Sony Ericsson PC Suit
thing cant dl into my comp. fuck.
im a total cam whore today. i swear. LOL
i have like 80 over pics to upload. and MOST
of them is my solo pic. heh heh.

cant wait for next saturday !!! =D
and next friday !!! will be knowing who's selected for soccer team ! (:
i was just saying that i havent been posting long posts.
today's post will be a super long one.
i just need to pour everything out....


fucking sad day today.
totally bought tears to my eyes.
it's happening again.
BITCHING & BACKSTABBING
i mean i dont give a shit bout what those random people said bout me.
but if it's a friend u talk to everyday, u spend time with everyday
and its especially hurting when u take her as a good friend thinking that she take u as one too.
it just wont come across to ur mind that one day,
she will stab u in the back. REAL HARD.
its not the first time she did that. like zillion times already
i've been hearing so so much.
i kept everything inside, i held back my tears for so long.
i just cannot stand it anymore.
i didnt just get ONE stab. i got like 3 stabs ?
this is so ridiculous. if u dont like me.
TELL IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE LUH.
WHATS WITH THE STABBINGS AND ALL ?

call me an irritant to myFACE.
tell me u dont wanna sit with me in my FACE
and seriously, if u dare to badmouth about me
be prepared that i'll find out REAL SOON.
you guys are so FAKE. seriously made of PLASTIC
out of the blue somebody comes to me and say :

"i think u should stay away from ...... cos they .... "
"angel, i need to tell u smth. u know ...... "
" why u talking to them ? dont u know what they're saying/doing behind ur back ?"
"they said ...... bout u yst to me... "

my experience tells me that UR "TRUE" FRIENDS MIGHT NOT BE SO "TRUE" AFTER ALL.

enough with all these friends shit.
soccer trng today.
damn i have sun burns. heading makes me have headaches. -.=
Mrs Sim sign us up on the Inter-School girls soccer compy.
and we're the only girls sch among the 12 sch who participated
Mrs Sim says there might be press !!! ahahhahas. during our trng
and we get interviewed. lmao
first match will be on 13th feb 3.30-4.50 against Zheng hua sec
match will be held at Queensway sec.
20 girls will be selected, jerseys, shin guards will be sponcored !
yayness ~ (:
took pictures today. will update on sunday must prolly.
leaving m'sia in bout 10 hrs time. bye bye s'pore (:

i need my mowers now ): badly....
O lvls results today.
many cried, tears of joy, tears of sadness.
all kinds of emotions.
and i will be in their shoes in less then a years time.
can u imagine that ? SO DAMN SCARY LA !
most people i know did not bad. all can do poly.
GREAT JOB GUYS !!!! (:
(im aiming for 16 points for O's)
wish me good luck !! OMG OMG.

dont want celebrate le la.
so irritating.
i might be cancelling the damn steamboat/outing
on next sat (:
will keep u guys updated.
i just read something. thats makes me kindda pissed.
ahhahas. oh well ~ should be bothered.
nothing interesting happening to me nowdays
cos its always been work work work slp slp slp sch sch sch.
no time for myself at all. i really wish i had a break.
im starting to be a blogging noob !!!
its beben so long since i posted long long post.
and pictures. oh my oh my. somebuhhdehh help me..
malaysia trip. the best time to take pic and upload it right ?
we'll see. m'siabores me -.=


im starting to lose my cool...
im controling. im holding back.
just dont make me mad.
ok. im gonna do a new invitation list.
so im gonna delete the other one away (:

Ladies :

amrita
aishah
clarissa
joelle
eleana
evelyn
pork chop
cecilia
heather
shi min kaven
tasneem
tina
lovelle
lulu

"gentlemens"

xianglong
cardi
silvy
benny
adrian
yongliang
eradicate
ken (boy)
matrix
doink doink
bing kuai bear bear
99%
ter
tandede
art excursion to japan !!!
i wanna goooooo ! ):
but we have to pay 2.2K
which is FUCKING expensive.
but i really wanna go !! omg. ):
japan ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

sch was fun today.
JEAN TAN couldnt say out number in hokkien
LOL. she's got the strong canto accent. ahahs
her eight in hokkien is "piat" ROFL. so funny la !!

muscle ache ! gosh. its killing me ~ ~ ~

oh yar ! another thing.
people have been telling me that
marina's steamboat place got toredown -.=
so yar. IM CRACKING MY BRAINS
THINKING OF ANY VENUE THAT CAN FIT EVERYONE.
omg. how how how ~
*i might have to cut short my invitation list ):
gym with chitra,eleana,pork chop,clarissa today (:
totally rock. and i worked my ass off.
knocked out once i bathe and blowdry my hair.

lots to do later. have art to do !! DIE DIE DIE ~
SUPER FUCKED UP.
over slept today !! OMFG.
didnt go to sch. damn it.
eleana and chitra came over to my house.
bought lunch for me too (:
thanks babes (:
and yupp. thank you eleana for teaching
me photo shop. wahhahahahas.
sorry bout ur feet. ROFL.

15 more days to my birthday ~ (:
and i cant wait for saturday.. weeee ~
To my dearest friend Keon Teh Pork Chop
(not her real name obviously)

lifes is full of ups and downs.
you will get to meet more challenges and
obstacles along the way.
but be strong alright. i know there are
lots of stuffs bothering you right now.
and its really time to get it off your chest.
this is a very short year. so just give it ur best shot.
and you can do all the things u wanna do.
a friend of mine told me "life isnt like a bed of rose"
and i think its very true (im not really sure if i got that sentence right)
but anyway. rmb the note i passed u today (:
"believe in what u believe, and u will succeed." (:
i'll be here for you if u need any help.
we've been friends for like 6 years. ahahhs. old friend already !
you have friends that really cares too. so yupp. be strong (:

PS : I THINK IM SICK. LOL

much loves, angel (:




im falling in love with the melody.
its stuck in my head. thanks for granting my b'day wish (:
i wish i could see u play it with my own eyes (:
guess i shouldnt be asking too much from u.
but a big thank you anyway (:

slept for almost 13 hours today ~

my colourful collection of tee-s (: bought 4 new colours just now (:

headache headache !! ):
went down networms EARLY today.
cos i tot training starts at 12
but it actually started at 1 -.=
so i was all alone there around 1230 ?
with nothing to do, i get myself a comp
and start watching shows on youtube.
till those fellas came...

I FUCKING HATE THE BUS NUMBER 7

i waited for like 20 mins for the damn bus.
and it finally came. BUT it was so packed.
and evetually some of the people alight the bus
so OBVIOUSLY there is space. for ME.
ONE AND ONLY ME. JUST ONE HUMAN BEING
TO BOARD THE DAMN FUCKING BUS RIGHT.
that bloody uncle just signal to me saying
"oh sry. no space" "you see. so pack"
I SWEAR I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN FUCKING ANGRY.
damn bus 7. pui !

went to meet mom at bugis. bought a top. a dress and 2 shorts
more shopping tml ~ yayness ~ ~ ~ (:

im bored at home cos MoWers are all at Benny's house ):
leaving me allllllllll alone. TMD.
scrim anyone ????

PS : random pictures below. scroll down.

super super super tiring day.
and super super super EMO DAY.
retreat camp made everyone cry
and im one of the many who cried ):
gave many many hugggs today.
to tell my friends i reallu really
love them (:
especially AISHAH STAPLE BEE !! (:

hope lys is fine now. and happy birthday to you
im sad to see all these things happening
on ur birthday (of all days) but dont worry
alright. you've got friends around u
and we'll walk though this with u (:

went to the hospital to visit granny.
she's feeling better now. more energetic.
hope she can discharge soon ):
Motivational camp today. (:
long hours but not very boring.
left early anyways. so whatever

I WANNA TAKE UP PIANO LESSONS !
goodness !!!!!!
i totally LOVE people who knows how to play the piano.
especially those classical musics. damn nice luh !
piano lessons !! im coming ! ~ ~ weeeeeeeeeee ~!!!!


weeeeeee ~
i finally got my new comp !!
yayness ~
OH MY GOD LA !!!
i wont be able to blog for quit sometime !!! ):
my freaking comp died on me T.T
will be buying a new comp. sighhh.
will only be able to blog on weekends i guess.
till then guys. sobs.


oh my gosh !
being in secondary 5 sucks la !
its my last yr in school.
and as a O level candidate, im super stress ! >.<
unlike the past years, my classmates and i
always gossip bout some lame stuffs.
but now its like. we'll talk bout
what poly we wanna go to, our future plans
what courses are we taking and all.
its like so different now.
everybody's worried bout their O's.
Mr Sim said "im glad you girls have grown up. mature ready ah.."
ahahhahahahhas.
anyways. im sufring the websites of all the Polytechnics in S'pore
and there are Polys having open house. check them out (:

Nan Yang Polytechnic :
10-12 jan (Thursday to Saturday)
11am to 6pm
http://www.nyp.edu.sg

Ngee Ann Polytechnic :
17-19 jan (Thursday to Saturday)
11am to 6pm
http://www.np.edu.sg

Temasek Polytechnic :
10-11 jan (Thursday&Friday)
12pm to 5.30am
12 jan (Saturday)
10am to 5pm

im not really sure bout Singapore poly.
didnt pay attention to what Mr Lee said.
and i think Republic Poly's open huose is over. SAD ):
check out their webbie below (:

Rp : http://www.rp.edu.sg/
Sp : http://www.sp.edu.sg

school is boring today luh..
and i feel soooooooo sleepy now ):
this is the last year and im not
gonna let anything distract me.
just finish my fucking O level
and leave the damn sch FOR GOOD.

i've got a fan !!! ELEANA LIM !!
ahahhahahshas. thanks for
supporting my blog yo...
its time u update yours, cos its R-O-T-T-I-N-G (:

New blog !! (:
New skin !! (:
A fresh start for me (:
hope u guys like it (: